Truth #5
I hate feelings. I hate it when other people have feelings for me. Ugh. Feelings. There’s something so disturbing about them… I mean I like the mindless and meaningless flirting. That’s always fun.
I hate feelings. My gege said I sounded like a guy. Which I kind of do. But I really hate feelings!!!!!
But after discussing it with my bro, I could articulate it better. I hate it when people place me on a pedestal. I don’t like it when people see me through rose colored glasses. I can’t do that to other people. I can only truly say I love a person if I see all their imperfections and despite those still are able to love them. Like my closest friends.
I doubt anyone interested in me romantically has done that. I’m human, I don’t like being seen for something more than I am. That’s why I extremely dislike guys who wear their hearts on their sleeves. I want to have to work at it. I don’t want it to be given to me so easily… Are those things so hard to ask for?