January 2011
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I don’t feel very hopeful or happy for the New Year…
All I can think of is past regrets, past things I should’ve done better.
I feel so depressed. How far I’ve come, how far down I’ve sunk.
Can it get any worse?What if, what should’ve.
Why didn’t I do better?
Why am I stuck on the things it shouldn’t be stuck on?
December 2010
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At some point you will realize that you have done...
When is it too much? How do you make yourself realize this truth? It’s easy to say, but the heart never wants to let go. The heart wants to always keep a hold on what is unrealistic.
“Don’t force yourself to forget her just to ease...
“I hate that,” Efren scoffed bitterly. “I don’t want a memory. I can’t feel a memory. I can’t hear a memory. I can’t laugh with a memory. I can’t hug a memory and feel her warmth. A memory can’t offer hope from the emptiness. I want her. I want Kayci.” “We all want her back, Efren. Isn’t it better to have memories of her than nothing?” “I still haven’t figured that out,” Efren bent down to...
“Why do beautiful songs make you sad?’
‘Because they aren’t true.’
‘Never?’...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer
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A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who...
It’s just one of those things, you know. That when you read it, you get this sinking feeling and you go, “Ahhh, that’s right.” And you’re reminded of the logic and rationality, and you sort of laugh at yourself out of the sheer audacity the way your heart was thinking.
And then you realize that you wouldn’t have it any other way.
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“I would die for you. But I won’t live for you.”
– Charlie, the perks of being a wallflower
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"When I was driving home, I just thought about the...
-Charlie, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Things we forget all the time but should remember.
My heart hurts when I read this quote.
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kwonaichin:
The Leaders - G-Dragon feat. CL and...
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Listen
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Valentine- Kina Grannis
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tammykatamtam:
kina grannis-strong enough
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senshuk:
Mad Soul Child - Beautiful Day
What a...
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Ephemeral. Friendships, life, emotions, things that are seen with and without the heart. They can all be described by one word. Ephemeral, insubstantial, flighty.
I believe that happiness is temporary and only a reprieve. True well being comes from sacrificing yourself for the good of others. Selfishness is both good and bad and nothing is ever resolute.
But without conviction, without a stand,...
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It's painful when people you care about are...
And all you can do is stand by the side and watch.
What can I do? What am I to do? How can I change anything? I wish just simple words could change and turn all that pain you feeling into happiness. I wish I could take everything from the past and make it into the future.
It breaks my heart. Please stop doing this to yourself.
Even I, a stranger, honestly and truly hurt for you. How can you...
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I used to be more idealistic and cynical, now I'm...
At least, that’s how I’ve changed since freshmen year. The basic ideas are the same, but my perspective on things have changed.
And here I thought that I hadn’t change in the way I internalize myself, and only the way I presented myself to the world.
Guess I was wrong.
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The Science of Laughter →
Glee never fails to make me tear up.
Whether it’s in a :’( way or a :’) way.
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I don't believe in a heaven or a hell in our...
Earth is our heaven and hell.
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I know many things, but I don't understand much.
I know heartbreak hurts, but I don’t understand it. I know love is wonderful, but I don’t understand that either.
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Suicide
Honestly, I’m sure most people have entertained thoughts of some of this. “If I died, would people miss me? Would I be happier? If I left, it’ll still probably be the same.”
I refuse to let myself fall into that trap.
I’ve had someone close to me die from suicide before. Honestly, people think they’ve never make an impact on other people’s lives,...
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"Just because a person is living a good life, the...
I know how you feel, you know. It’s the same for me, when I get those type of thoughts. I end up thinking that maybe people are right, and I am selfish.
But, I don’t know if it’s any comfort, but the quote above is the way I’ve learned to see it.
Just because someone lives a good, happy life, it doesn’t make their suffering or unhappiness any less than another...
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